Have you ever felt like you were constantly running, not just physically, but emotionally and spiritually? Running from pain, from responsibility, from truth… and maybe, deep down, running from God Himself.
At some point, that running gets exhausting. You realize no matter how far you go, there’s still an emptiness inside. The good news? You don’t have to keep running.
The moment you stop and turn back, you’ll find that God was never chasing you to punish you. He was waiting to embrace you and guide you toward healing.
Why We Run from God
Sometimes, you run from God without even realizing it. You stay busy to avoid facing uncomfortable truths. You numb yourself with distractions, success, or relationships. You may even tell yourself you don’t need God because you can handle life on your own.
At its core, running from God is usually about fear:
- Fear of surrendering control.
- Fear of being judged or not forgiven.
- Fear that if you face Him, you’ll have to face yourself.
But here’s the thing, God’s intention isn’t to condemn you. It’s to heal you.
The Peace of Surrender
When you finally stop running, you’ll experience something powerful: peace. Instead of exhaustion, there’s relief. Instead of confusion, there’s clarity. Surrender isn’t about weakness; it’s about finding strength in something greater than yourself.
You begin to see that God’s presence isn’t restrictive, it’s freeing. With His guidance, you no longer have to carry the heavy weight of trying to figure everything out alone.
What Unfolds When You Return
When you allow yourself to stop resisting and start trusting, incredible changes happen:
- Healing Begins – Old wounds start to close as you let go of guilt, anger, and pain.
- Purpose Becomes Clear – You begin to understand why you’re here and what truly matters.
- Relationships Improve – Love and compassion replace pride and resentment.
- Your Spirit Strengthens – Faith replaces fear, and hope replaces despair.
This isn’t just about religion, it’s about reconnecting to the very source of your existence.
A Journey Back to God
In her moving memoir, Feel Your God, author Kamila Ismail shares her own journey of running from God and eventually finding her way back.
Through heartbreak, struggles, and moments of deep soul-searching, she discovered that surrendering to God’s presence was the key to her healing and inner peace. Her story is a powerful reminder that no matter how far you’ve gone, you can always come home.
Steps to Stop Running
If you feel like you’ve been running from God, here are a few simple ways to start turning back today:
- Pause in Silence – Spend just a few minutes alone and quiet your mind.
- Be Honest in Prayer – Speak openly with God about your fears and doubts.
- Release Control – Trust that you don’t have to have all the answers right now.
- Take One Small Step – Read, pray, or simply sit in gratitude. Progress begins with one choice.

When you stop hiding, you open yourself to divine transformation. Final Thoughts
Running from God may feel easier in the moment, but it leaves you tired and unfulfilled. When you stop running, you’ll find freedom, healing, and a deep connection to the one who’s been with you all along.
If you’re ready to stop resisting and start living in alignment with your true purpose, take the first step today.
For deeper encouragement and guidance, read Kamila Ismail’s Feel Your God, a heartfelt journey that will inspire you to embrace God’s presence and transform your life from the inside out.